Uh-oh

I kno, its been forever. Well, here's the deal....Everything has been CRAZY. Like, idk. i feel like my world is cuming from under me. Like, idk. I just feel like everything is nuts. Like my friends are giong down a scary path. What's scarier is that I have been where they are... I feel like theres this road...its 10 points long. They are at 5, I'm @ 7. Or when I was @ 3, they were @ 1. Idk if that makes sense..but it does to me..hehe. But I feel so bad. I did tell one of them tho, so that's good..I wish I could do more...